Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Send someone to love, i need to rest in arms in pouring rain.

Hello, this few days was totally shit for me. All i ever wanted was to find someone i love and settle down. Yet there come those dramas or crap. Seriously fml ttm! Fine, i wont love or like anyone anymore. Shall go back to my drinking days at boat quay.

I'm leaving, hope hgya and ljs wil be fine with each other. So what i'm envy or jealous. It's not gonna change a damn thing. Sometimes i wish i could just vanish into thin air. Or can someone just kill me? Never thought i'll fall so hard this time round. I always thought you're the someone special but it seem like i'm wrong. I'm such a fool again.

It's enough already, i had enough! I give up! Argh.
I'm screaming inside yet no one hear it.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

I'll be gone soon.

Just came back from my shi guan ): they sold it away. Cause of someone. Seriously i cant believe you're the one, who did this type of stuff. I'm truly disapointed. That 3 years of thick and thin with you, yet you did this. When i knew it, tears start to dwell in my eyes. Why must it be you? Sigh.

Nothing much this few days, this is just gonna be another wordy post. Hgya, idk what to say to you, you didnt know, when you're moody or upset, i feel your pain too. Thanks for everything you had given me. All those laughter and blue black. What if i say it in this way, if that day i didnt ask you whether you're xp's friend and didnt talked to you on msn. I wonder what my life will be now? Hmm, proberly i'll still be the same, you're a great girl, idk why everytime you said you're not. Even someone gave me tons of reason telling me that you're not great, i'll find a million reasons to say why you're great. (But i think not so exagerating cause i dont think that's a million reason :x) hope you're doing fine nowadays, we got our ups and downs in life, i dont blame you for anything but i blame myself sometimes that i cant be there for you. Sometimes i wonder, what you really see in me. I'm just like a average joe (: Hmm, see you soon darling.


Cause you gave me one good reason to fight and never walk away.
I'll wipe your tears when you cry and fight away all your fear.

Monday, September 20, 2010

Why look for love, when love kills.

I just wanna update this dead space of mine , i just realise that i didnt update this blog for few months already. Been meeting my darling for this few days, but stuff happend between me and her. Seem like she got lots of surpporter uh? ALOT of my friend say me , say that it's my attitude that caused me and her to quarrel. Well , i know it's me all along , which guy is not afraid to lose someone that's important to them? I rather be wrong than lose you.

I still remember the first time i talk to you at t1 , when i asked you whether do you know xinping. And i talk to you at msn on the following night. And we started to text each other , you wold give me a new name everyday when we text. I still remember how you would sayang me, geez that sound so cheesy but it's true. Everytime you would mess up my hair or kp to me like a little kid. You're so adorable my dear. If you ever happen to find my blog , i wanna say , thank you for being  there everytime and letting me know how to think and control my temper (:

Koi after school is cool uh?

Sunday, May 23, 2010


我的眼睛 r shutting very soon 因为 it's 凌晨 1.41 而且今天本小姐只睡 for 8个小时. I fell in love with sleeping for 12 个小时 straight 因为 I skipped school for practically 整个星期. :S

So today, 我 + blog主人 + 莫 + ken + willy + yx went to Kbox and we sing singing sang sung for 3 个小时 until 7点. I parted with them thereafter and realised it was a wrong 决定. 第一, buddy drove for 45min to a flea tht closes at 8点 so we just nice swee2 go there see people 关店! :$ 第二, I told blog主人 tht I don't have any plans and he got kind of 失望 when I left. :$ 第三, Shawn came down to downtown to see me for less than 3分钟 and I had to leave. :$ 我知错了, 不要骂我 okidoz. :(

华文 O level in 8天 time, wish me 好运 okidoz. :) :) :)
I'm going to bed nowww, 早睡早起身体好!
想知道为什么我要用华文打印吗?因为我正在练习,希望我的华文能尽快进步。
哈哈哈。不好笑啦 神经病!
晚安人们。

“I’ve found that it’s a good thing to go through heartache at one point or another in your lifetime. Not the petty, childhood heartache. But the horrible kind we’ve experienced. But see, when you get to the healing part of this, you will have so much love to share with someone. You will be able to appreciate someone in ways even you cannot understand. You will be so much stronger than you were before. I know how much this sucks right now and I know it seems unfair, but when it’s all said and done with, this will all make sense. All this pain you are going through at this moment will eventually teach you some of the greatest lessons in life you will ever need to learn.”

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Heres another pig-picture :) Again, the owner of this blog is being lazy so I think pig represent him. He must really thanks me for being kind to blog for him cause his blog is on the verge of dying. All I know is that he went to Cash Studio today but I don't know who he went with. And oh, goodluck to him cause I think he need it pretty much ^-^

Remember to TAG him before you leave, I think his tagboard is dead ._.

Friday, May 7, 2010